So - I have to share. I was looking at Pinterest at different recipes and came across French Dips. I love French Dips! I decided because it is gloomy, calling for snow and I don't have to work tonight. I would pull out the crock pot. Normally, I just throw my roast in the crockpot with a stick of butter and seasoning and let it cook - HMMM - that wasn't going to work today. I searched and searched for recipes, took the best of a few recipes and made my own. Here is the masterpiece recipe for ....
MOUTHWATERING FRENCH DIPS
3 lb Roast
1 Large Yellow Onion (Yes, it matters what onion you use!)
1 Stick Real Butter
1 1/2 Cup of Water
3 tsp of Beef Broth Base
2 tsp of Worcestershire Sauce
3 T of Dijon Mustard
1-2 Garlic Cloves Diced or 1 T Minced Garlic
1/4 Cup of Low Sodium Soy Sauce
1-2 T Prepared Horseradish (I used 2 but add more or less to taste.)
Seasonings of Your Choice ( I used black pepper, garlic powder and parsley.)
6-8 Hoagie Rolls
Provolone Cheese
1. Dust off the Crockpot. Slice the onion and place in bottom of Crockpot. Add a stick of butter.
2. Season the roast liberally with seasonings of your choice.
3. Place the roast on top of onions and butter.
4. In a mixing bowl, pour in Water, Beef Broth Base, Worcestershire Sauce, Mustard, Garlic,
Soy Sauce and Horseradish. Whisk together well.
5. Pour over Roast.
6. Cook on Low 7-9 Hours OR High for 4-6 Hours until meat is falling apart.
7. Remove the Meat and Onions. Shred the Meat. Set the sauce aside for dipping.
8. Separate the Hoagie Buns and place on a Baking Sheet. Add Meat and Onions to Hoagie Bun.
Top with Cheese. Broil on High Until Cheese is Melted.
9. Serve with the Au Jus sauce and I garnished with pepperchinis.
Some people say that the CREATIVE ADULT is just a CHILD that survived! I hope that statement is true. I love to try new ideas, new projects and new recipes. How neat it is that I can share the things in life that I love... My Faith, My Family, My Friends and My Love for Life.. This is just Me - Welcome to My CrAzY Life :)
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Coffee and Mascara
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What's the point you ask?
Life is way to fast paced and exhausting. This week, the weather was nice out - well nice for January anyway. I found myself being more active, attending meetings, running Jase to appointments, and running from place to place. What I also found, as the more active I was, doing the things I enjoyed, the more it took me away from my family, and the simple things that I have enjoyed since bringing Jase home. Technology is better then ever, and it seems to take over our lives. I feel like I am guilty of letting technology rule my life. When I am home bound, it seems to be the only way that I stay connected with friends and family. When I am away from my family, my iPhone or iPad is attached to me. Thoughts of...What if something were to happen and my family needed me and couldn't reach me?
There has to be a balance. Why haven't I found it?
What happened to a written letter? When was the last time that you opened the mail to see the written word of a friend or family member. Or better yet, when have you sent one? My email is on my phone, I can respond in a matter of minutes. Text message allows me to ask or answer a question without having to dial a number. My phone is by my bed at night and my iPad is the last thing I look at before I go to bed, because I read each night. (Well ok, the last thing I look at is the baby monitor.) I know it is convenient to have a cell phone - but now everyone has one, and it makes us way to available. The comment, "I know she has a cell phone, why doesn't she answer it?" For me, I hate answering my phone. It is usually on silent and I glance at it throughout the day and respond as necessary. This is kind of ironic since I always seem to have it with me.
And, my next rambling thought - when did everything become about money? When did it matter how much money you have, or how many cars you own, how nice your house is? When did making a dollar mean more then spending time with the ones you love. I know that I have been guilty of this. Before Jase was born, I worked to much, and worried to much about how I would pay for this or that, or I had to have the newest electronic or try to update my home. I chose going to work over a family dinner - and I thought that was appropriate. Now, I am poor, but I am happy. We live paycheck to paycheck, and sometimes my water bill is late so that I can pay my mortgage. I haven't updated a thing in my house (except my carpet, which was a necessity for Jase's allergies) and I still have the iPhone that I received prior to Jase leaving the hospital. Nope, it's true, I didn't upgrade to the iPhone 6. I spend almost as much money on Jase/my insurance then I do on our house payment... (I have a problem with that!) I have a nice home, it has 4 outer walls, a roof and it is warm. I have a lot of family - all of whom love us and care for us, and we have plenty to eat. I am definitely not wasting away, and honestly could probably stand to skip a few meals. #noexcusesmama
Still what's the point?
My point, life is to short. I am going to try and take life slower. I am going to worry less and love more. I will turn my phone off while having dinner with my family. I want Jase to realize that he has two parents to play with.... not two parents and a couple of iPads. I will turn the television off every afternoon and spend quality time reading and playing instead of having the television on for background noise or trying to multi-task while playing. I will check social media when Jase is napping (like right now) and spend more time reading books to Jase then cleaning the kitchen. We will walk to Great Grandma's house for lunch and spend time visiting and we will send letters and pictures to family who may not have Facebook. We will sit outside on a nice evening, playing or going for walks instead of watching the Big Bang Theory. If, I am going exercise and make my health and staying healthy a priority, I also need to simplify. I need to remember what makes me happy and do it. I need to remove negativity from my life and not let others anger affect me. This doesn't mean there isn't room for work, for technology, or for cell phones - because there is. There just has to be MORE time for love, family and friends.
I just have to find my balance.
I know this won't happen overnight....
but, most definitely part of my goal for 2015.
That being said - I am not giving up Coffee, Mascara or YOU!
Love, Melissa
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
What's New January - What's New Jase?
What is really amazing is where we were just a year ago.
Last year on January 19th - Jase came home from the NICU.
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Keep Calm and Change Jase's Diaper |
What is amazing is how much difference a year makes!
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Jase did have his first snyagis shot on the 19th. Because he is 20 lbs 14 oz, he had to have two shots. We went ahead and didn't postpone the pain by poking him at the same time. He wasn't very happy with me - but I can't figure out if it was the shot or the fact that he hadn't napped. For those of you who don't know what synagis is - Synagis is a prescription medication that is used to help prevent a lung disease caused by RSV (respiratory syncytial virus). This medication is for premature babies and babies with severe lung disease or disorders. Synagis is given as a shot once a month through RSV season, which in our area is usually November - April. Jase should have received the shot the month before RSV becomes active to protect him, but because of insurance pre-approval, as well as busy doctors having to submit mountains of paperwork, Jase was finally approved in December and received his shot in January. Jase receives this shot every 30 days to protect him. Although, Jase could still acquire RSV, this monthly shot should make it less severe. Find out more information about RSV at www.rsvprotection.com .
We visited Grandpa and Grandma Zellmer, Daddy and Drew at Culligan this month. Jase loves Harley Dog, crawling around the shop, and playing with all of Bradie's toys. He tried to pick up the water bottle and doesn't quite understand how Daddy does it so easily. :) Future Culligan Man in Training.
This month, Jase continues to amaze us. He continues to pull up to everything and he can get down from standing. He can crawl up on Grandma's coffee table and his train table and then cries to get down. Slowly but surely, he is realizing that he can't get down head first. Jase is quickly finding his voice and screams at you until you pay attention to him. I am quickly learning that he has to have the attention all of the time. AHH - but the look on his face if you scream back.
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And, are these two related? I love these two pictures. I never realized how much Jase and Daddy look alike when sitting side by side. Grandpa and Grandma Lindley bought Jase a train table and he loves it. It is just his size and he can sit and play with Daddy all night. We are a big fan of Go! Go! Smart Wheels! and we are quickly collecting each part of the town and tracks. We figured that if we bought each play set for Jase, it would fit the entire perimeter of our spare bedroom. Oh how much fun Jase will have with these toys as he grows.
Guess what else is new??
Jase loves pictures. Now that Jase is always on the move, crawling, pulling up to furniture and cruising around, he has noticed new pictures that he thinks are toys. His favorite pictures this month is Great Grandma and Grandpa McCloud, his cousin Bradie, and a picture of his Mama with his cousin Clint. He takes them down, talks to them, kisses them and just looks at them. It doesn't matter how many times you take them away and put them back, he finds his way back to the same pictures every time.
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He is also all about feeding himself - How about a little orange lunch? Ravioli and Carrots - two of Jase's favorite foods. He is also a fan of mashed potatoes, cheese soup, hamburger and just recently he has decided he does like pasta. He still dislikes anything cold. He is NOT a fan of cottage cheese, ice cream, ranch dressing or sour cream.
BUT - His absolute favorite is GRILLED CHEESE and BEEF STICKS!
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P.S - Someone should warn a Mama about whole milk and reflux. I learned the hard way this month. It was my fault though - I should have known better to give him a drink of juice with his medicine. Don't worry, I will spare you the picture. But I may be cleaning cottage cheese of the television well into February!
We loved the weather this month and I can't tell you how pumped we were with the mild temps. Remember that day the temperature was close to 60 degrees? Jase and I spent a short time outside. He wasn't a big fan of the sun - but he loved our short walk around the house and the fresh air... and we met Daddy at his truck when he got home from work. We were going to walk to Great Grandma's house for lunch today, but it was still to cool at lunch time. So we drove instead. I was only a little disappointed that we couldn't walk. Jase loves the stroller and I know he loves Great Grandma even more. We can't wait to visit more often! We are officially ready for spring weather.
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Jase ended the month over 21 lbs. Throw out the 12 month pajamas they barely fit! Why do pajamas seem to run so much smaller then regular clothes? Jase is walking with his little musical giraffe toy - and can make it across the living room before he decides crawling is faster. Plus, he has all 4 of his canine teeth coming in! So far, with a few doses of Tylenol he hasn't complained much about the pain.
It has been an exciting month at the Zellmer house.
I told you Jase was doing some amazing things.
I told you Jase was doing some amazing things.
This Mama and Dada has also been very busy this month. Brennon is still working at Culligan and he continues to be an amazing dad in the morning and the evenings when he is not at work. I love being a stay home mama and really do believe that Jase is doing amazing things because we play together every day. I have Callie, my work out partner and I have decided this month to start my #noexcusesmama attempt to loose weight and get healthy - I am only down 4 lbs so far, but let me tell you staying home all day, with very little outside exercise and home cooked meals is a struggle for sure. (I hope you have enjoyed our recipes!) I am still working at the Elks part-time and enjoy my socialization away from home - but I have decided I am not in my 20's anymore and 2 am is hard on me the next day.
I do know one thing.....
We Sure Are Ready for February!
Here's to a healthy February filled with no sickness, more weight loss and no more stress!
Love, Melissa
Monday, January 26, 2015
#NoExcusesMama
Jase is on the move! Everyone wants an open concept living area - until they have a 1 year old. Jase has been everywhere this past week. I found that I can baby road block the living room, but I have to continually set it up as Jase can also break though - in search of the cat - or a stray cheeto he sees on the floor - or more importantly the wind chime that I had forgotten about in the dining room. AND now, he has figured out how to crawl up on to things. Honestly, I am so thankful that he is moving that I don't care - but it doesn't give me a moment to sit down. Housework - Impossible!
What's the point you ask?
I feel like all I do is run around, and yet for the last few months all I have done is gain weight. I don't eat regular meals - and when I do, I am usually shoveling it in my face. I have been working at the Elks in the evenings and there isn't always an opportunity to eat - and if I do, I am sure the bag of cool ranch doritos or bacon egg cheeseburger is probably not the right choice. Even the salad I eat on the go is covered in ranch dressing. I am running around with my head cut off, and I am sure that the choices I am making are not the right ones. For a year after the boys were born, I felt like my metabolism was actually working. I might not have been loosing weight - but I wasn't gaining either. When Jase turned one - it all changed. And so did the weather. And being home bound more often, and soup and stews and butter and bread - true comfort food happened. And my stress didn't go away, it just reorganized. There - those are my excuses - out in the open for everyone to read.
So now - the question is.... what am I going to do about it? Isn't that the point #noexcusesmama
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I AM DONE - I am done being overweight -
I am done being unhealthy -
I am done being a yo - yo -
I am done not feeling well -
I AM DONE BEING FAT!
I am ready to make changes - for my husband, for my son and most importantly for ME.
Here is to my 12 Week Challenge.
So, today is Day 1 of being accountable! I have a work out partner. I have exercise shoes and I have the desire. Now, I have to find the motivation. Because I have already considered a million excuse to back out and begin tomorrow. :)
Day 1:
Goal: Go to the YMCA - Renew my membership and walk.
Goal: Go to the YMCA - Renew my membership and walk.
Motivation: I want to be healthier today then yesterday.
In Callie's words - "We can do this. (I think)!"
Feel free to join me on this journey - I need a lot of people to make me accountable. Possibly to YELL at me to stop making excuses.
In Callie's words - "We can do this. (I think)!"
Feel free to join me on this journey - I need a lot of people to make me accountable. Possibly to YELL at me to stop making excuses.
Day 1 Photo - AHHHH - I am the only one with a double chin. We can do this - 12 Week Challenge - Here we come! :)
Saturday, January 24, 2015
A Very Zellmer 2014 - Welcome to 2015
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Here we go!! Our 2014 Highlights --
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Jase and Nurse Brittany |
JANUARY - What an amazing month. Jase began 2014 in the NICU at Blank Children's Hospital. We were so thankful that we scrimped and saved so that Brennon could stay with Jase and I at the hospital since Jase and Kaleb's birth in September. We spent New Year's Eve in Jase's room, waiting for the ball to drop as a family. Of course, Jase slept right through his midnight feeding and Brennon and I made our wish for a happy and healthy year. 2013 had been such a year of emotions. Our first full year without Carter - the announcement of twins, the boys' births and saying goodbye to Kaleb. 2013 was one of the hardest years of my life, but also the most blessed. It is easy to look back on it now and say that we were blessed because we had three beautiful babies, one of which we could hold and love, and two that would forever be in our hearts. We had family who had went above and beyond to help us in anyway they could. Friends who loved us and prayed for us and acquaintances and strangers who poured love and blessings to us through Facebook, cards, letters and support. Jase had his hernias repaired January 7th and the only thing keeping Jase at the hospital was learning how to eat. They told us the entire time we were in the NICU that eating would seem to take forever because it would be the only thing holding us back from going home. I think that I had always prepared myself for a g-tube because he was a 23 week baby with immature lungs. Little did I know he would shock us all and declare that he could eat full bottles all with a little bit of oxygen support. We were so blessed to go home on January 19, 2014 - After 4 1/2 months of living at the Ronald McDonald House we were ready to go home. A home that I had not been to since going on hospital bed rest in August.
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Dr Riley and Jase |
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January 19th is just another day in history that I will never forget. It was the day we went home - but 4 months prior on September 19th, Kaleb also went home to be with Jesus. Both of my boys left the NICU on the 19th. How strange, that I always loved that they both went home on the 19th - each month it will have a special reminder in my heart. We said goodbye to doctors and nurses who we had gotten to know during our time at Blank. My heart will always be grateful for the people that gave me my world - who worked so hard to give me a gift that I would never be able to repay. Dr Riley was our admitting doctor on September 3, 2013 and he was our discharge doctor on January 19, 2014. Please don't tell him I put his picture on my blog - I had to promise not to put it on Facebook. We stood at the entrance/exit to the NICU, and I cried. Not because I was sad, not because I was scared or nervous, but because I was taking my baby home. Like I had said many times before, it was the first time I would take a baby to my home instead of handing him over to a funeral home employee. I knew what we needed to do next - We were going home to raise a baby into a little boy, into a young man who would know how much he was loved, cherished and blessed.
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FEBRUARY - Another very busy month. We were busy adjusting to our new life at home with a baby. A very special baby who many would consider to be medically fragile. We were home bound - meaning that we didn't go out with Jase unless it was for doctor appointments. Brennon was busy adjusting to going back to work full time and Jase and I were busy adjusting to life at home. I was officially a stay home mama and I have to admit I loved it - but wow did we miss Daddy! Jase saw Jill for Physical Therapy while we were in the hospital and we were extremely thankful to be able to continue that consistency for Jase by attending PT with her after discharge. He had his first follow up appointment with Jill in February and we had our first snow storm at home. Brennon was amazing and he got up with Jase many nights and I have to admit, after spending all day with Jase, it was nice for a little break!! In February, Jase had his very first (and so far only) Emergency Room Visit. A few days after his 4 month shots, he choked on his bottle and a few days later he was still wheezy, labored breathing and quick retractions. After albuterol treatments and a phone call to the pulmonologist, it was recommended to take him to the ER. Due to the snowy weather and unadvised travel to Des Moines, we made a trip to Greater Regional Medical Center because the pulmonologist was afraid he may have aspirated on his bottle. An hour later, we had an x-ray and a bottle in the ER, another albuterol treatment and Jase was better. Unknown what caused it, it was deemed a bronchospasm - but looking back he would have this every time he had shots. When we got home we realized it was Valentine's Day! It was the perfect day to cuddle and realize again how blessed we were.
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Jase with Nurse Courtney |
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Jase with Nurse Laci |
Jase had his follow up appointment with the Pediatric Cardiologist and it was reported that his pulmonary valve stenosis had improved and we didn't have to return for 6 months. We were continuing with PT and the best news for Mama's birthday was from the pulmonologist - Jase could be off oxygen during the day! We couldn't wait to take pictures with a sweet little face free from oxygen tubes! We also visited the NICU and saw some of our favorite nurses. March was rough on Jase as he really struggled with his reflux this month - but no worries - we ended the month at 12 lbs 11.5 oz. March was also really tough on this Mama - the fear of cold and flu, kept us all home as much as possible and many days it felt like the walls of my house would close in on me. I couldn't wait for Daddy to come home so I could have a few minutes of alone time. Little did I realize at the time, I was also finally processing my grief of loosing Kaleb. I grieved from the moment we said goodbye, but in the rush of protecting, advocating and worrying about Jase I skipped many of those emotional steps of grieving. I have never been so thankful that I have such a supportive husband. I think the the stress must have gotten to both of us because this month was the only time in our relationship that I ever really remember going to bed mad at him. We never fought, but the days of being home, the isolation and loneliness of our friends and family was really getting to us. We celebrated my 34th birthday and prayed that nice weather would soon be here!
Jase in Daddy's Baby Clothes 3/10/14 |
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MAY - Jase is 8 months old. Say WHAT? How was Jase 8 months old already? He loves playing with his daddy and he loves taking walks outside! We started the month by participating in the March of Dimes Walk for Babies at DMACC campus in Des Moines - We were so excited to share the day with our friends and family and celebrate babies. It was the first time that we took Jase somewhere that wasn't to a doctor or follow up appointment. Let's just say - I had the dip and dodge move down any time someone tried to touch him. Another exciting milestone, Jase rolled over! It was so amazing to see Jase meet those milestones that we wondered if he would ever meet. Babies that are born extremely premature are at risk for health and disabilities, and so far, Jase is doing everything we ask of him, just at a slower pace then most babies. I have to remind myself that if born on his due date - he would only be 4 months old. At the end of the month, Jase met family members that had yet to meet him, when we all got together for Memorial Day Weekend. We even had house guests and Jase loved spending time with all of his family. We were so thankful that Uncle Greg and Aunt Belinda could stay with us and all of our other family that met him. We even took a trip to the Freedom Rock in Greenfield as our first family outing out of town. It was a great month with Jase and we were pumped that we no longer had to be home-bound. We were very excited that Jase ended the month at 15 lbs and 3 oz!
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Some more of my favorite August Pictures!
This mama took Jase shopping with Grandma Lindley for Back to School Clothes - and just like when Mama was little - she talked Grandma into buying her some super cute clothes. We also had our last get together in Grandpa and Grandma Zellmer's house.
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JASE IS ONE! Calling all SUPER Heroes!
SEPTEMBER -
Jase and Kaleb Turn 1!
Lucky Jase... We began the month with a birthday party! He had a big birthday party with all of his family and friends on Labor Day Weekend and he had a small family birthday party on his September 3rd birthday! Jase couldn't forget about his brother Kaleb. We sent balloons to Heaven and Mama helped Jase write Kaleb a note telling him how much we missed him.
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Such a bittersweet month. We are so very blessed to celebrate the boys' birth, but we also remember Kaleb. We miss him so much. The hardest part is watching Jase and knowing that he should have his brother here with him. We were supposed to cook at the Ronald McDonald House in honor of Kaleb and his angelversary - Due to Jase's ear infection, we felt it was best not to have him at the house and we ordered Jimmie Johns for all of the housemates. Next year for sure!!
OCTOBER - This month was all about food. He was all about the real food and wanted to put every food that we ate into his mouth. He loved cheese soup during this month, steak and potatoes, especially baked potato casserole. We were back the pulmonologist and he continues to be very happy with Jase's lungs and the progress he is making!
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Jase really took off army crawling this month and a short week later, Daddy, Jase and I watched a youtube video of a baby crawling to the computer and I kid you not, Jase did it! Of course, he was crawling to a dirty diaper. Halloween was on a PT day, so Jase dressed up as Charlie Brown for Jill. We also went to the pediatricians again, to find out that Jase had yet another ear infection. The poor kid's ears can't catch a break. Jase also dressed up and went to Grandma and Grandpa Zellmer's house and was really upset that he couldn't visit Grandma Lindley because she was sick. October flew by and Jase ended the month at 19 lbs and 31 inches long.
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learning to crawl with youtube :) |
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Rock Bottom Brewery |
DECEMBER - This month came quickly. Jase is walking around everything and still suffering from crazy ear infections. After every antibiotic necessary, we met with an ENT and it was decided that Jase should have tubes in his ears. Daddy took his birthday off from work to spend the day in Des Moines with Jase and Mama at the doctor. I even put my fear of cold and flu behind me and allowed Jase to eat in a restaurant. We enjoyed Daddy's birthday lunch and Jase did great. Thankfully we chose a non-busy restaurant at a non-busy time. Then, on December 19th, Daddy and I took Jase to Des Moines to be at the surgery center by 6:30 am - Prep was quick at 6:45 and surgery was at 7 am. 15 minutes later the doctor came to say everything went well and Jase was ready for us. We were home that day by 9:15 am. I remember one of the nurses looking at me and telling me that I was surprisingly calm while my child fussed and refused his bottle. She then reported she never saw mama this together during a first time ear procedure. Brennon and I looked at each other and I told her that we spent 138 days in the NICU, with two surgery procedures, and many moments of intense praying that he would make it through the night, this was nothing. She looked at me and said, "you got this - if you are sure he will eat when you get home, just go." And on the road we went. We came home to quickly realize that Jase was cutting his bottom molars. Between ear infections, tubes and teeth, it was decided that mom and dad would never sleep again. But our child was healthy and happy so that was all that mattered.
Christmas at the Zellmer's.....Oh how wonderful it was to have Christmas at our house. To hear Jase's giggles and experience Christmas with him. And we are SO SO excited for many more celebrations with him. On Christmas Eve, Grandpa and Grandma Lindley, and Aunt Cynthia came for supper. Brennon did an amazing job with the prime rib and Jase got way to many toys, clothes and blankets. It was definitely more fun for us to give the gifts and watch Jase rip the paper, watch his facial expressions and spend time together then the actual presents! On Christmas Morning, we spent the morning with just Jase and he had a great time opening his present to Mama. Daddy helped Jase pick out pandora charms for Mama's bracelets - including a twin charm and an angel charm. Jase got his Daddy a personalized Daddy coffee mug. I don't think Daddy has drank coffee out of any other mug since Christmas. And on Christmas afternoon, we went to Grandpa and Grandma Zellmer's for appetizers and family. Jase and Bradie loved to play together and it was fun to see them and Lidia get excited over their gifts! And, there was absolutely no shortage of food. It was a great holiday.
And not only did we have a great Christmas with family but we also celebrated SHOULD HAVE BEEN Birthdays - It always amazed me that both of my pregnancies were conceived on the same day - making our due date the same day. How crazy was it to find out that Carter was due on December 28, 2012 but Jase and Kaleb were due December 28, 2013.
Brennon and I spent the day apart on April 8, 2014!!
What better way to celebrate Carter, Jase and Kaleb but with a SHOULD HAVE BEEN party. I mean this date is a date that they will have in common forever. And we had cake!
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December 28, 2014 |
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